And so I should never be satisfied to have low affections regarding God. That doesn't mean it doesn't happen. But when we read in the scriptures like with the prophet Jeremiah who went through depression and even said, God you've deceived me, which is an incredible thing for a prophet to say to God, we recognize he is still talking to God. He's not satisfied that his heart is so cold. And so while it's never right for us to be cold toward God, it's never right for us to not admit it when it is happening.
When we don't admit it, we're compounding one sin with another and rather we ought to recognize our Father loves us so. He's given us His Son that He can certainly handle our honesty and He knows it anyway and so we should just cry out against ourselves and ask God, come and inflame my heart again. Come light the fire again. Come warm me again. Show me Christ.
Remind me of what you've done for me. I want to go to the cross in my heart and mind regularly and just meditate on the fact that what Jesus Christ endured on that cross, He endured for me. It is my sin that put Him there. What He underwent by absorbing the wrath of God, He did for me. And how can I think about that and remain cold-hearted toward God?
I can't very long. And so my counsel is run to the cross in your affections. Stay there. Meditate there until your heart is a flame with new love and new devotion with the Lord Jesus Christ. You